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Who cares about Micheal Jackson, Billy Mays is dead! Those useless crap informercials will never be the same again! God speed Billy, God speed.




$10 says the Sham Wow guy had him whacked.

I am out of Paxil and having awful Zaps. I hate this fucking drug. I hate addictions.


I also got accused of stealing my Grandmothers wedding rings today. A few hours later when she found them I wasn't given an apology.

In good news Shandy and I are back together. We've been back together, actually. I luff love. Heh.


P.S. If you've seen a Palmetto bug...you've seen the ugliest creature in the world. Kthxbi.

I haven't written in this thing in so fucking long. I was honestly impressed that I remembered my password. So much has happened. For starters....I moved to fucking Florida for a girl (because thats how I roll *coughs*) and then we broke up.
How do I feel?



God Damn good question.
My heart is in that place where sleeping dogs lie and no words are good words and no touches are...appropriate and the soul and the body are....fuck. Maybe I should update more tomorrow when I haven't spiked my Kool-Aid♥

Its been a while since I've updated so I thought I would write a lil' sumthin' sumthin'. Been busy. Been avoiding people. I spend all my time with Brandon, Katie, Chantelle, and Kacey. They make me happy and its not all drama when we go out. Cha'.
I finally met Amee last weekend. She is awesome and so is her cousin. Fuck. I thought I had more to say but I don't. My brain is fucking fried. I wish I could think but it doesn't seem possible. I miss you. I honestly do.
Who am I kidding?! Sometimes I miss myself. I want to see Jaeda. I need to fly her ass out here.
I am craving new ink and steel. Anyone wanna come with?

Sometimes I feel like I need to be alone. I don't mean in the relationship sense but I crave silence and I rarely get that anymore. I'm in my room, secluded, just thinking about her and how she makes me feel. Brandon is having some girl over for dinner *rolls eyes*. I wish he was leaving with her instead. I adore Brandon but sometimes its nice to have a break. You know?! No word from Raychel. I guess I no longer miss her. Come to think of it I never really missed her...I was used to her and it takes me a while to get back to how things were before I met a certain person.
Kacey (Jessica's ex) and I hang out a lot. I think she is fucking kick ass. A lot of people have talked shit about her to me but I don't think it was all true. She makes me laugh and we have fun when we're out. There's no drama. Just good times.
Katie may come play next weekend. I hope she does. Its Fathers Day...fuck. I should buy him a card and say thanks for all his...uhhmmmm...money? Doing laundry is boring but consistant. I want pizza. Mmmmm pizza sounds good.
I can't believe I'm spending my summer in a classroom.

When Marianne and I broke up (almost ten years ago) I was fucking destroyed. I searched for any feeling of happiness that I could find. I slept with guys, partied like a rock star and did all sorts of stupid shit in the name of pain. As the time passed I hoped that the pain would stop. We had broken up and gotten back together so many times that I wasn't convinced it was the final, final time for a year. I felt like I'd never be able to get over her. I used to listen to "Unanswered Prayers" daily.
To this day I think about her. I hope she is well but I'm over her. At least, as much as a person can ever be over their first love.

Unanswered Prayers by Garth Brooks


Just the other night
At a hometown football game
My wife and i ran into
My old highschool flame
And as i introduced them
The past came back to me
And i couldn't help but think of
The way things used to be

She was the one
That i wanted for all times
And each night i spent praying
That god would make her mine
Tnd if he'd only granted me
This wish i'd wished back then
I'd never ask for anything again

Sometimes i thank god
For unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin'
To the man upstairs
That just because he doesn't answer
Doesn't mean he don't care!
'cause some of god's greatest gifts are
unanswered prayers...!

She wasn't quite the angel
That i remembered in my dreams
And i could tell that time had changed me,
And her eyes too, it seemed
We tried to talk about the old days
There wasn't much we could recall
I guess the lord knows
What he's doing after all

And as she walked away
I looked at my wife
And then and there i thanked the good lord
For the gifts in my life

Sometimes i thank god
For unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin'
To the man upstairs
That just because he may not answer
Doesn't mean he don't care!
'Cause some of god's greatest gifts are
Unanswered Prayers

The UPS guy who loves Maggie (yes he comes here that often) came by and dropped off my Domino and Hostel DVD. Yay! That means after I pick Raych up at the airport and I go to the dealership to resign papers we can watch them!! Wooo000ooo000T! Ohhh and we're meeting Tiffany and Ane for dinner at the Excalibur. Good times, people.
I am bummed that I missed House last night. I effin' love that show! I was on the phone with Helena for like two hours then Jae then Raych then Chantelle. They just kept coming. No complaints here though. I love my friends.

Gah, I'm tired. Maggie and Koby insist on waking me up every morning by throwing toys on my head. ....the hell!? I blame Raychel for that. When I go to the dealership today I need to remember my custom checklist so I get everything I want on it. I want tires, rims, XM radio, etc. My car payment is barely $200 and I love it very much. It makes me happy.
Ha, I'm buying Koby a spiked Harley Davidson collar. He is a tough little fucker.

I rarely make a public post but today I figured fuck it! I don't really care. Some of my closest friends don't have an lj so what the hell?! I'll open up to all you bitches.
My life is....good. So much has changed though. Raych and I are still seeing each other. We're going on three months, me thinks. We see each other every week which is pretty good considering she lives in Utah. And she will be here again tomorrow!! Raychel is awesome and we have good times. We never fight or even argue. Thank GOD for the lack of drama.
I have many close friends for the first time ever. Matt, Rachel, Raych, Brett, Carrie, Tiffany & Ane, Jaeda, Amee, Jen, Leah, Kelle, Chantelle, Mark, Cae, Ritza, Brandon, and some other kick ass peeps! Its a good feeling to have people to count on and trust.
No more Saturn Ion for this kid. Last week I bought a 2006 Ford Focus zx3 and its being pimped out! I love driving it!! My little roller skate and shit...ke ke ke ke.
I am in the process of enrolling in ITT Tech and continuing my degree at CCSN. I will complete my associates in Information Systems within the year.
The animals are fine. Koby is blind as a bat but cute as ever! Maggie is small and talking mad shit to everyone! Prada caught his first (that I know of, at least) baby bird. Ewwwwwwies. It looked like an alien so I had to ask Raychel to remove it. *shivers* Nastiness.
My mom is getting older and encountering health issues. We are not getting along very well at the moment. My dad and I talk frequently and have some form of relationship...I think.
I have fallen in love with Hookah and thus the Hookah Lounge is my new favorite hang out. I can out smoke allllllllll you fuckers!! Guaranteed.
Ha, and the funniest part...............I am growing my hair out. Currently its longer than its been in a while. Wowsa!
Finally...I threw out my Birkenstocks. It was time for a change.

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Once the blog function starts working again I will post this in more detail BUT for now...I am looking for volunteers to help me with this: http://www.aidswalklasvegas.org.kintera.org/faf/home/default.asp?ievent=153043

It is the AFAN Aids walk here in Las Vegas, NV. I am going to walk so I am looking for fellow walkers and sponsers if you are financially able. I am willing to walk in California, Arizona, and Utah. If you live in any of these states and plan on walking LET ME KNOW and I will make the trip to help. We really can make a difference. THANKS!!!
-♥-
Stacey

Here is what you will find on the website:
Welcome to AIDS Walk Las Vegas 2006


AIDS Walk Las Vegas 2006 will be held Sunday, April 23rd. This year will be the 16th Annual AIDS Walk. Sixteen years of recognizing a disease that has grown to be a worldwide pandemic. This year's AIDS Walk begins on 3rd Street in downtown Las Vegas (Between Ogden and Stewart). Individual Walkers and Walk Team numbers have grown significantly, sponsorships by local businesses and organizations continue to increase, and public awareness rises with every walk.


Proceeds benefit Aid for AIDS of Nevada, the oldest and largest AIDS service organization in Nevada. For over 22 years, AFAN has been providing assistance to individuals and families living with HIV/AIDS.


Last year, more than 5,000 people walked raising over $250,000. Over 100 corporate and community teams raised 60% of the total funds collected. Teams represent some of the leading corporations and organizations in Southern Nevada including MGM Mirage, Macy's, Pinnacle Health System, M.A.C Cosmetics, UNLV, Wells Fargo and many more.


We hope you'll be a part of AIDS Walk Las Vegas 2006. Your support will make a difference!

I love Catie Curtis. I forgot about how much I missed her. I got out for a bit tonight and spent some time with the person who knows me the best. The one person who has known me for the longest=my mom. She gave me great insight and I finally stopped crying. I hadn't known Danielle well enough to really care but for some reason I cared a lot more about her than I realized. I'll get over it...as I always do.
Kelle and I talked tonight. She told me she remembered how controlling Dana was. Funny how I didn't make any of that up. *coughs*
I don't need people in my life who don't believe me or trust me. Its that simple. I am starting over...brand new slate. Ya'll can come if you want.

Dearest Bitches and Hoes,

I am officially making most of my enteries friends only from this point on. If you are a frequent reader in the life and times of moi I suggest you comment on this entry to let me know you're there so I may add ya. Otherwise, don't let the door hit ya where the good goddess split ya!!

Stressed!! Gah, alright...*takes deep breath*....merf! Can I just say that I am moving in one week?! Fuck me in the goat ass! That is not a lot of time, people!!! akdfadkjfal;dfkjladskljfdalksj;kjdf;lasadkjlfsdakljfsdakjlsakldsjfafdadf I hate my life.
I have so much shit that we're getting rid of....its craise! I posted a bulletin on Myspace trying to urge Vegas peeps to take advantage but so far no hitters.
On the upside, we bought a 51' HDTV Flat Screen TV yesterday. Hells yeah! I am a happy boi!!!

This entry is sorta all over the place and I apologize....there is so much to do!!!

Wow. Jaeda may be the funniest person in the world.

This is what she said to me:

jaedanicole17: fuckshitcuntboogerdick

This weekend was all sorts of craise!! Having the new pup around is wonderful, though. He is such a loveable ball of fluff and I can't say enough how happy I am we got him.
Now on to this weekends events...we saw 'Stealth' on Friday night with Matt & Robin. I didn't care much for it but then again i wasn't expecting much to begin with. Saturday the three of us went to the Carnival World Buffet At The Rio. That place had food for days!! It all tasted yummy too.
I may have said this before but I need to get crackin' on finding a job this week. We are set to move into the new place September 6th and I want to be employed by then. Gah at the fucking employment issues in Nevada. I don't mean to sound racist *because I'm not* but unless you are of hispanic origin they don't want to hire you. Crackdonalds here I come.

Tonight we went to my moms so she could meet "Koby" and the dogs could run around on the golf course. The puppies are so cute when they play in the grass.

Well, this entry was going to be long and indepth but I forgot what I was going to update about. *le sighs*...Did I mention I turned 27 last Monday? Niiiiiice.

Lesbians can't be friends with other lesbians. There always has to be fucking drama.
On that note, there is a special on gay marriages on. Too bad they had to lift that fucking law. I hate this country sometimes. It makes me sick to my stomach.