Love Struck Romeo On The Streets Of Serenede'

You And Me Babe..How About It?

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Who cares about Micheal Jackson, Billy Mays is dead! Those useless crap informercials will never be the same again! God speed Billy, God speed.

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$10 says the Sham Wow guy had him whacked.

Killing Me Softly
I am out of Paxil and having awful Zaps. I hate this fucking drug. I hate addictions.

I also got accused of stealing my Grandmothers wedding rings today. A few hours later when she found them I wasn't given an apology.

In good news Shandy and I are back together. We've been back together, actually. I luff love. Heh.

P.S. If you've seen a Palmetto've seen the ugliest creature in the world. Kthxbi.

My Wish
I haven't written in this thing in so fucking long. I was honestly impressed that I remembered my password. So much has happened. For starters....I moved to fucking Florida for a girl (because thats how I roll *coughs*) and then we broke up.
How do I feel?

God Damn good question.
My heart is in that place where sleeping dogs lie and no words are good words and no touches are...appropriate and the soul and the body are....fuck. Maybe I should update more tomorrow when I haven't spiked my Kool-Aid♥

She Walked Along The Edge
i've got
Its been a while since I've updated so I thought I would write a lil' sumthin' sumthin'. Been busy. Been avoiding people. I spend all my time with Brandon, Katie, Chantelle, and Kacey. They make me happy and its not all drama when we go out. Cha'.
I finally met Amee last weekend. She is awesome and so is her cousin. Fuck. I thought I had more to say but I don't. My brain is fucking fried. I wish I could think but it doesn't seem possible. I miss you. I honestly do.
Who am I kidding?! Sometimes I miss myself. I want to see Jaeda. I need to fly her ass out here.
I am craving new ink and steel. Anyone wanna come with?

I Won't Kiss And Tell
Sometimes I feel like I need to be alone. I don't mean in the relationship sense but I crave silence and I rarely get that anymore. I'm in my room, secluded, just thinking about her and how she makes me feel. Brandon is having some girl over for dinner *rolls eyes*. I wish he was leaving with her instead. I adore Brandon but sometimes its nice to have a break. You know?! No word from Raychel. I guess I no longer miss her. Come to think of it I never really missed her...I was used to her and it takes me a while to get back to how things were before I met a certain person.
Kacey (Jessica's ex) and I hang out a lot. I think she is fucking kick ass. A lot of people have talked shit about her to me but I don't think it was all true. She makes me laugh and we have fun when we're out. There's no drama. Just good times.
Katie may come play next weekend. I hope she does. Its Fathers Day...fuck. I should buy him a card and say thanks for all Doing laundry is boring but consistant. I want pizza. Mmmmm pizza sounds good.
I can't believe I'm spending my summer in a classroom.

Unanswered Prayers
When Marianne and I broke up (almost ten years ago) I was fucking destroyed. I searched for any feeling of happiness that I could find. I slept with guys, partied like a rock star and did all sorts of stupid shit in the name of pain. As the time passed I hoped that the pain would stop. We had broken up and gotten back together so many times that I wasn't convinced it was the final, final time for a year. I felt like I'd never be able to get over her. I used to listen to "Unanswered Prayers" daily.
To this day I think about her. I hope she is well but I'm over her. At least, as much as a person can ever be over their first love.

Unanswered Prayers by Garth Brooks

Just the other night
At a hometown football game
My wife and i ran into
My old highschool flame
And as i introduced them
The past came back to me
And i couldn't help but think of
The way things used to be

She was the one
That i wanted for all times
And each night i spent praying
That god would make her mine
Tnd if he'd only granted me
This wish i'd wished back then
I'd never ask for anything again

Sometimes i thank god
For unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin'
To the man upstairs
That just because he doesn't answer
Doesn't mean he don't care!
'cause some of god's greatest gifts are
unanswered prayers...!

She wasn't quite the angel
That i remembered in my dreams
And i could tell that time had changed me,
And her eyes too, it seemed
We tried to talk about the old days
There wasn't much we could recall
I guess the lord knows
What he's doing after all

And as she walked away
I looked at my wife
And then and there i thanked the good lord
For the gifts in my life

Sometimes i thank god
For unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin'
To the man upstairs
That just because he may not answer
Doesn't mean he don't care!
'Cause some of god's greatest gifts are
Unanswered Prayers

We're Not Gonna Pay Rent!!!!
My weekend, bitchesCollapse )

Yaaaaaaaay Boxes
The UPS guy who loves Maggie (yes he comes here that often) came by and dropped off my Domino and Hostel DVD. Yay! That means after I pick Raych up at the airport and I go to the dealership to resign papers we can watch them!! Wooo000ooo000T! Ohhh and we're meeting Tiffany and Ane for dinner at the Excalibur. Good times, people.
I am bummed that I missed House last night. I effin' love that show! I was on the phone with Helena for like two hours then Jae then Raych then Chantelle. They just kept coming. No complaints here though. I love my friends.

Gah, I'm tired. Maggie and Koby insist on waking me up every morning by throwing toys on my head. ....the hell!? I blame Raychel for that. When I go to the dealership today I need to remember my custom checklist so I get everything I want on it. I want tires, rims, XM radio, etc. My car payment is barely $200 and I love it very much. It makes me happy.
Ha, I'm buying Koby a spiked Harley Davidson collar. He is a tough little fucker.

Angels Fall Without You There
I rarely make a public post but today I figured fuck it! I don't really care. Some of my closest friends don't have an lj so what the hell?! I'll open up to all you bitches.
My life is....good. So much has changed though. Raych and I are still seeing each other. We're going on three months, me thinks. We see each other every week which is pretty good considering she lives in Utah. And she will be here again tomorrow!! Raychel is awesome and we have good times. We never fight or even argue. Thank GOD for the lack of drama.
I have many close friends for the first time ever. Matt, Rachel, Raych, Brett, Carrie, Tiffany & Ane, Jaeda, Amee, Jen, Leah, Kelle, Chantelle, Mark, Cae, Ritza, Brandon, and some other kick ass peeps! Its a good feeling to have people to count on and trust.
No more Saturn Ion for this kid. Last week I bought a 2006 Ford Focus zx3 and its being pimped out! I love driving it!! My little roller skate and ke ke ke.
I am in the process of enrolling in ITT Tech and continuing my degree at CCSN. I will complete my associates in Information Systems within the year.
The animals are fine. Koby is blind as a bat but cute as ever! Maggie is small and talking mad shit to everyone! Prada caught his first (that I know of, at least) baby bird. Ewwwwwwies. It looked like an alien so I had to ask Raychel to remove it. *shivers* Nastiness.
My mom is getting older and encountering health issues. We are not getting along very well at the moment. My dad and I talk frequently and have some form of relationship...I think.
I have fallen in love with Hookah and thus the Hookah Lounge is my new favorite hang out. I can out smoke allllllllll you fuckers!! Guaranteed.
Ha, and the funniest part...............I am growing my hair out. Currently its longer than its been in a while. Wowsa!
Finally...I threw out my Birkenstocks. It was time for a change.


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